The Learning Curve
Having been an avid learner all my life, I have realized over and over that no lovely learning curve nor straight line exists. Learning seems to be about steps forward, steps backward, and sidesteps now and then. As a dancer, that all seems very normal.
There are no failures, no mistakes when learning, only partial learning and practice only helps when it is perfect practice. That's why you must be willing to be a learner. Vincent Van Gogh said it brilliantly,
“I
know how much I still have to learn myself,
but
all the same, I’m beginning to see light ahead of me and,
one
way or another, by practicing on my own,
by
learning anything I can use from others, I’ll continue to
paint
with passion.”
This is my motto and my mantra. My friend Sue remarked that she had never known anyone as passionate about learning as me. I constantly read about art and every artist talks about learning and breakthroughs - times when learning came together to create insight and direction. I have little "breaks" all the time but the big one is still waiting for me to discover it. So I will keep reading, keep painting, and keep listening to the more experienced until my "breakthrough" breaks through.